March 25, 2014

Rest Well, MH370

Rest well, MH370 :')

As of 10pm local time in Malaysia, the Prime Minister of Malaysia confirms that the final destination of MAS Flight MH370 was in the southern part of the Indian Ocean.

"It is therefore with deep sadness and regret that I must inform you that, according to this new data, flight MH370 ended in the southern Indian Ocean." -Malaysian Prime Minister, DS Najib Razak.

A moment of silence for all the passengers and crews on-board the MH370 flight. Just thinking about all those passengers on MH370 makes me sad. 239 people with hopes and dreams and lives and people who loved them and they're all gone. Doesn't that just make you feel genuinely upset?

My prayers go out to the families who are going through a terrible period we can't possibly imagine and I pray to Allah to give these families patience, the lost souls some peace and for the search teams to be able to locate the wreckage.

We should get through this as fellow Malaysians. Be strong, never forget MH370.


March 10, 2014

The Fault in My Stars

March 10, 2014
8.30 am

"I fell in love the way you fall asleep, slowly and then all at once"
- The Fault in Our Stars, John Green.

Love is about accepting one's characteristics/interests, not about bearing it because for me, 'accept' is more close to your heart and you'll try to love it too, you'll try to be a part of it. 'Bear' is something you try to ignore, you try to not hate it and at the same time, you will not like it either, as if it is actually invisible.

And that is the point. When you love someone, you should accept him/her unconditionally. You'll try to love what he/she loves. You'll try without any force.

He loves Daughtry. Oh well, I'm not really a die hard fan of Daughtry and their songs are not in my favourite playlist. But I have time to listen to Daughtry's nowadays, even my mornings' ear candies are Daughtry's like seriously.

I love that we can be weird together. Even I don't mind he said 'tahik awak' when I say some nonsense thing. Even he doesn't mind I always'hek eleh' him.

I should ask Mama Abah to let us marry ASAP. Three years is too long. Jk :)

"That's the thing about pain. It demands to be felt"
-The Fault in Our Stars, John Green.

I'm torn nowadays, trying to stitch myself back. I love my classmates, I even love my JPP family but that's the problem, when you love them, actually you never ever have the permission to hurt them, even curse them silently.

I'm torn, really. I want to love them endlessly. I don't want to get angry with them. I don't want to lose them either.

I should fix me. Stitch everything back.