Never Give Up On Me

Assalamu'alaikum and hi, people.

I'm back after a long hiatus. So yes, I've successfully fixed my blog. New url, new name, new layout etc. And with those new thingy, I also should have a clear objective on why I'm coming back to blog.

For fun?

For satisfaction?

Or the motives are for ummah and Jannah?

Tepuk dada tanya iman, folks.

I do think an A plus blog should reveal more about ideas, advices and some fresh opinions. Just so you know, others might define your personality as a blogger by the way you state your sentences in your blog. Surely the readers are not judging the bloggers by its awesome layouts but readers might define you, yourself by what they are reading, right? Regarding to Eleanor Roosevelt, 'Great minds discuss ideas. Average minds discuss events. Small minds discuss people'. I can't agree more. All of us might be agree that it is easy for people to talk about other people. It requires no taught, just pure ignorance.

And to recall what I've got from ISK almost two years ago,

Surah al-Baqarah [2;30]

وَإِذْ قَالَ رَبُّكَ لِلْمَلَائِكَةِ إِنِّي جَاعِلٌ فِي الْأَرْضِ خَلِيفَةً

And [mention, O Muhammad], when your Lord said to the angels, ''Indeed, I will make upon the earth a successive authority.'' Sahih International

Dan [ingatlah] ketika Tuhanmu berfirman kepada malaikat; ''Sesungguhnya aku hendak menjadikan seorang khalifah di muka bumi''

Surah az-Zarriyyat [51;56]

وَمَا خَلَقْتُ الْجِنَّ وَالْإِنسَ إِلَّا لِيَعْبُدُونِ

And I did not create the jinn and mankind except to worship Me 

Dan [ingatlah] Aku tidak menciptakan jin dan manusia melainkan untuk mereka menyembah dan beribadah kepadaKu.

I want to live my life to the fullest, according to Quran and Sunnah, insha-Allah. Definitely, as a muslim, I must prepare for akhirah, the life of hereafter. Life in dunya just once, all of us surely never get another chance. Guys, life is not a nintendo game.

Dedication.

Abah, Mama

Thank you for never give up on me. Everything went too hard for us, kan? I'll reflect more on myself. I'll try hardly to be a good daughter for both of you, I'll try sincerely to show all my love to our family and I promise to be a more positive person. These are not just words. Kakak sayang abah mama, sampai bila-bila pun.

Angah, Achik, Ateh, Zahirah

I am really sorry for not being a good sister, a good role-model for all four of you. I was a selfish sister and rarely concern about how my personality will influence yourselves. Insha-Allah, your 'little kakak' is now ready to learn and practice more about Islam and surely I will teach you what I've learnt and is practicing.

Atiqah, Raihana, Suria, Syahimi and Shazmie

Thank you for keep motivate me. People often say that motivation doesn't last, well neither does bathing - that's why we recommend it daily kan? I read your blog, Shazmie. It is still inspiring others, just like you. Atiqah and Suria, those funny conversation via skype/video call always make my spirit alive, truly. Atiqah, I'm glad we met, being the best of friend, share everything together since form one until now. Suria, even though we're not really close before, I really appreciate our friendship. You were  a great rival of mine in debate, the best team mate I ever had. You brought out the best competition spirit in me, thank you. Raihana, please update your blog, haha. You are really into tumblr nowadays. And Syahimi, 'si budak four flat yang pandai dan sesungguhnya saya sangat jealous sebab awak genius', thank you for being a random people that keep motivate and gave good words for me.By the way, saya dah mempraktikkan kewangan yang sistematik. Gehh. I am sorry, it's been hard on all of you to keep in touch with me as I only prefer communication via only e-mail or skype. I'll be a better friend for you, please make du'a for me. All of you taught me to keep moving on, face the world fearlessly and to open up my heart. I'll love all of you for the sake of Allah to no end.

Mood - I'm still waiting a letter from IPGM. Kata orang, doa pada bulan Ramadhan ni dimakbulkan. I pray for the best and frankly, I'm hoping for IPBA. Before I forget, I am not activated the anonymous comment in my blog. In fact, I am a debater, saya tak suka membincangkan kes secara tak bersemuka. Faham? Get my point.

Last but not least, something to ponder. 'Untuk menjadi wanita solehah kena bersiap dari awal, belajar agama, rajin memasak dan rajin mengemas. Bukan hanya rajin update status facebook dan twitter 24 jam' -Ustaz Azhar Idrus'.

3rd of August 2012, Ramadhan 14, 1433.